I woke up in Alaska today! 30 hours of travel was absolutely BRUTAL (and I still need a nap) but I freaking woke up in Alaska today!
My room is unpacked, I have a dresser and a closet I share with my 70+ year old roommate, and I get to live in Alaska for the next 3 months! ❤️
I am so excited to see who I’ll be when I leave; and I am so excited to live every experience that helps me become that person. I got a tattoo on Saturday that says “Brilliant,” and that just means I get to live a brilliant life. Plus, I do believe that I am pretty brilliant too. Lol!
So, I am in Alaska for 3 months with a stable job and housing. I am traveling the world and living my dreams. I had a six hour layover in Seattle and it felt like I was visiting home because I lived there for a month. And now I live in Alaska. 💛
Yesterday I realized I need a passion to pursue (not necessarily a baby), and today I realized I am upper middle class (my mom told me). I have everything I have ever wanted in my life right now and I’m so happy and so content I don’t quite know what to do with myself.
Also, I don’t want Jake anymore. I was home in NJ for a few weeks and I saw so many plumbers and HVAC trucks driven by disgusting old men with big bellies and dirty hair and I realized: I left him. On purpose. I did not want him for my life and when I look at where I am now vs. who I would have been with him, I fucking made the right choice. I left him on purpose and I meant it. ❤️❤️
I don’t know what else to write, but I really wanted to check in. It’s my first real day in Alaska and I’m excited to see where we go from here.
“Not all those who wander are lost” – or maybe I am, but in the very best way! 🥰😜💋