I Applied to Harvard!!! πŸ“šπŸŽ“

I applied to Harvard yesterday. I don’t think I really realized what I was doing, but now it’s a real done thing and I applied to Harvard Business School yesterday.

I’m looking at my planner and this week is still a lot, but it’s so much more chill. With applying to Harvard, I just pushed through until everything was done. Sacrificing sleep, showers and food at times. For the cause. And now all I have to do is build the website (with Anastasia), go to Boston and pay for Paris because I promised myself a vacation and baby needs one πŸ’•.

Website. Boston. Paris. Those are this week’s priorities. Also my business cards get here today (!). Each week is getting so much better than the last one.

I am fucking terrified. Like, smoked weed all morning (it’s 9:30am) and literally don’t know what to do with my day. Paralysis. How do I stop this part from happening? The fear and paralysis, how do I not feel this anymore?

I am scared shitless of my success and I don’t want to be. Actually I want to run towards it. Into the sun 🌞.

I think I just figured out my blog. Pick one diary entry a week and post it to the world. With a fashion side because I really need to improve as a professional blogger. My YouTube and blog are my hobbies (that also happen to be very lucrative). Heirs & Hers is my career, aka my day job. This is my life. I also enjoy kickboxing and have already paid for 3 classes.

I’m free. I just won the game. I made it out of the tower and I rescued my fucking self. This is my life. I have a job, I have hobbies, I have a workout. I have a diet. I have a sense of style. My style. I have a sense of self. My self. ❀️And on top of it all I just applied to Harvard Business School so I have that to look forward to as well.

It feels like God just opened the gates and said, “Go on babygirl, run. Be free.” I get to run now. I get to be free. I’m making my dreams come true!


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