• Lifestyle x Designer

    Re-Watching My Old YouTube Videos. Thank you #VLOGMAS 🎄

    I just uploaded Vlogmas Day 3 and it’s my day off and I had a little time to spare so I rewatched old videos. I saw the video I made almost a year ago today. It was my final LA Update. I was saying goodbye and I was telling why. And looking back I had no idea wtf I was talking about, my nonprofit still doesn’t exist, and I don’t want to be a copywriter I want to be a fashion designer. But I started off wanting to be a lawyer so yay improvement!  I was wearing a full face of bright makeup and I looked great, but I don’t…

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    Feeling Super Grateful This Thanksgiving 🦃

    As we all know, Thanksgiving just passed and while it’s not the New Year, I can’t help but reflect on the crazy year it’s been so far. If you follow my blog then you know that in this last year alone I have lived in my car, been unemployed, and traveled like my life depended on it. I was lost, literally, and figured I would travel until I found myself or a better place to be. Hello New York!

  • Fashion

    Here’s What You Should Wear For Thanksgiving Dinner 🛍

    Thanksgiving is broken down into two occasions: Friendsgiving and family dinner. Friendsgiving is great because you get to stay in, eat, drink, impress your friends with how cute you are, and possibly go to bars after. Family dinner is all about eating everything your grandma makes, playing with children, impressing your elders, and possibly running into ex boyfriends that your parents still love. Two very different occasions call for two very perfect outfits. Here are the only two outfits you need this holiday season, featuring 7 of my favorite brands to shop. 

  • Lifestyle x Designer

    It’s My Mom’s Birthday 🧁

    So today is my mom’s birthday! And of course I’m sending her a gift, but I also wanted to write something to tell my mom how much I love her. Except it was a little hard, because we haven’t always had the best relationship. So, I googled “famous songs about moms”. It took me one song to know what to write. Here’s why I love my mom: She’s beautiful. Her smile and laugh have always been two of my favorite things in the entire world. My mother lights up every room she walks into and I love her for it. My mom sparkles.  She’s literally one of the strongest people…

  • Lifestyle x Designer

    Welcome to Seattle! Failing Out Loud 🚣

    So I’ve been homeless for 3 months. I’ve lived in at least 6 cities, tripled the names in my contact list, and traded my MacBook Air for an iPad with a keyboard because iPads have data and travel is life. My Verizon phone bill is Unlimited Everything and $150 a month. And I can’t tell you the last time I paid rent. Or held a job longer than two weeks. Before this, I can’t tell you the last time I really liked myself. Or was proud of my accomplishments. I can’t tell you the last time I looked at my life and smiled. Now, I get giddy. Literally. I’m fucking…

  • Lifestyle x Designer

    Hannah B’s Handmaid’s Tale #ROLLTIDE 🎓

    I don’t know about you, but I’m the kinda girl who watches The Bachelorette, The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills, and CNN for drama. With that being said, something caught my eye this week: Sweet Bachelorette Hannah B from Sexist Sassy Alabama… I wonder if she knows? #ROLLTIDE This article started out as all the reasons I LOVE Hannah B, which I will list here:  She was the “crazy one” on Colton’s season of The Bachelor and that is #relatableAF. Cassie was normal and boring and I really wasn’t here for it; Cassie’s sister was on the show for 30 seconds and I even liked her better. 😂 Hannah is…

  • Lifestyle x Designer

    Why You Should Work For Women 👠

    I’ve recently decided I do not want to work for men anymore. Instead of dragging all my old bosses, let’s focus on the positives! Here’s why you  should work for women! She is more likely to be your mentor. Women get women and chances are, she’s been in your shoes and can share your point of view. Better yet, she can add to it because she’s already gone through it. Men and women have different experiences and you might be able to better learn from a Girl Boss (get it lol) because she can relate to you.  Also, there are tons of resources specifically for women! (ex: scholarships, bar associations,…

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    It’s Okay to “Feel Fat” 💩

    We live in a society where everyone is offended by everything. Do you ever feel like you can’t say anything without someone taking it the wrong way, putting their spin on it, or straight up telling you what you should be saying instead? I feel this way. It infuriates me. So let me tell you what happened. The other day I was over a friend’s house and we were drinking vodka and trying on dresses. Because that’s what girls do. And I looked in the mirror and said, “I want to lose ten pounds”.    All hell broke loose. In my mind, I thought I was saying: Wow, I look…

  • Lifestyle x Designer

    For All the Daughters ❤️

    For all the daughters who didn’t get hugs. For all the daughters who were made to feel small. For all the daughters who want mommy’s love and daddy’s success. For the daughters who feel misunderstood. For the daughters who don’t feel like daughters. For all the mothers who don’t understand their daughters. I’m starting a foundation. It’s going to be big and it’s going to be grand and it’s going to make all of this worth it. I am going to build a career where I give women everything I needed when I was young. Everything I need right now, today. For all the daughters, I got you. Your sisters…

  • Lifestyle x Designer

    Baby’s First Sabbatical 👼🏽

    All this time I’ve been beating myself up because in my mind, I was supposed to be using this time in LA to get YouTube Famous. And as long as I’m not famous, I feel like I’ve failed. Except a year ago I couldn’t even admit that I wanted to be famous because my ex shamed me into thinking it was stupid. So how the hell was I going to become famous when I couldn’t even admit out loud that I wanted it? All this time I’ve considered myself a failure for not being famous yet, but what if I was doing all the real work in the background? I…